Bassa7x's Journals

Don't splinter away

I never knew what love was until u came into my life,
I never knew what real heartbreak was until u broke mine,
I never knew I could cry this much till u made me sad,
I guess I never really knew much about love,
but now that I do I have things to say to you,
I donâ�™t wanna hurt no more
I donâ�™t wanna cry
I donâ�™t wanna think Iâ�™m going to die,
So to all the pain u have placed inside of me,
Take it all back
so I may Be once again free!

And I think you're making a huge mistake
By giving up on me and you
Because I can totally guarantee
No one will ever love you like I do
It'll be almost impossible to find someone
Who will show you as much affection
And it'd be a miracle to find someone
Who will give you as much attention
I know we had a few problems between us
But that's normal for couples to do
And it'd be so easy for us to fix it
If you would just let me love you
But instead you're pushing me away
And ignoring the whole situation
You can't just put love on hold
Cuz Love doesn't take vacations
Every time you look at me
I can still see the love in your eyes
Why can't you just express it
Instead of keeping it inside
I can see that it hurts you deep inside
That we're no longer together
So just stop being so damn stubborn
And let me make you happy forever

Love's Magnificent Obsession

My most magnificent obsession
were the most endearing words of love
on letters and love cards you sent me.

They are now in a garden of memories
Where my journey to blissful moments
Of laughter, love and tenderness comfort me.

You were a caring, loving Girl
An intriguing traveling companion,
And Dr. of Psychology to many.

I can still see your smile,
And the expression of delight,
When I would mention our first child

Every so often when I pick up the phone
I still hear you say I just called to say, "...I love you."

We cultivated the beauty of freedom
Yet individually we were intertwined by
The magic of our love from within.

Our gift shop was a wonderland
Of coo coo clocks and sparkling chimes
But no one could stop the hands of time.

I can still feel your arms around me
As we danced to a waltz romantically
In the reflection of twinkling lights lovingly

The borrowed days we had,
Was an endless honeymoon of joy
Once lost in the dilemma of the past.
If It could only Last...

We traveled through many lovely romances
Experienced different cultures,
and saw coliseums, spectacular sites, and ancient ruins

Nothing matched the love you had for me
When you'd say to your friends and family
"This is my boyfriend, my beloved..."

Little did you know, when you left me
To go to your final resting place,
That in my heart, you would remain
My Most Magnificent Obsession

A forbiden hearts wish

I want to hold you and feel that love again
My hands are warm and strong but I can't.
I want to look into your eyes and see that love again
My eyes are open but I can't.
I want to kiss you and feel that love again
My lips are ready but I can't.
I want to smell your fresh fragrance again
My nose is ready but I can't
I want to hear you say you love me again
My ears are alert but I can't.

I want to read your love letters again
I want to hear you sing me love songs again
I want to share secrets with you again
I want to be close to you again
I want to go on an adventure with you again
I want to laugh with you again
I want to be by your side again
I want to go for a walk with you again
I want to dream with you again
I want to plan the future with you again
I want to be free with you again
I want to love you and do all the things we did together again

But I can't because I can't trust you with:

My heart again. You broke it.
My feelings again. You toyed with them.
My secrets again. You told everyone.
My body again. You abused it.
Above all, I can't trust you with my love. You betrayed it.
Please don't ask me to love you again. I don't know how.
My heart forbids it.

Death or a broken heart?

Which is worse?
Death or a broken heart?
Death is only once ,
But a broken heart shall be forever a burden on my back for me to carry.

The Hardest Lesson Learned...

I'm sorry for the times you cried,
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love you missed,
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man you deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left,
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.

Do you remember when I first stayed at your house?

Do remember the second time I stayed at your house?

Do you remember the first night I wrote you that note?

Do you remember when I told you I loved you?

Do u remember when we first kissed?

So do u remember, because I do.

You act as if we had nothing

I gave you my heart but all you did was use it and tear it up

I always look back at what we had and what we could still have.

Please let me show you that I can be that guy you so long for

That guy to show you love.

Don't let others fake a love.

Let me show you a true love.

What once was

For every tear that falls
I will be there for you
For every inch of pain that you feel I will feel it to
I will be there for you through thick and thin
I will be your rock when you need me to be
I will always be there for you
For every heart ache you feel
I feel it to
For every ounce of misery you feel
I feel it to
What ever you do that makes you hurt
I will feel it
Love isn't something that you or I can run from
It's a feeling like no other
When you cry
I will cry with you
Through thick and thin I will always be there for you
When you feel like you have nothing left to live for
Remember me
I will always be there for you
For every time you smile
I will smile with you
For every tear that you cry out of joy
I will cry with you
I will always be there for you

Romance

I am serenading your heart under the blessing of the moon
Please do not fade your sight on me
I've memorized the music of melancholy and life
Let the sun refuse to rise, let not morning arrive soon.

My source of heaven has always been you
Under deep and heavy waters I always clear my path
For every moment I take, all reasons have been truthful
There and from, my heart has spoken words that are true.

Go where houses are found safe and unbound
Then I'll start a search for this travel
Such love shall lead its ways over many things
Thus, where shall two promising hearts are to be found.

Half-past midnight when spirit brought on bizarre
Have a fine smile as you approach the scintillating stars
My steps may be fronted to leap on these kind grounds
And every walk maybe sighted on a place afar.

From there where we shall meet I endorse solitude of hearts
Made warm romance and forgotten the past
In sweet dilemma and crucial mistakes
May we always stride this way and never cross apart.

I planted faith into your heart and it bloomed well
Then I remembered the diffidence taking me from you
In places where our eyes would speak solemnly
But our hearts carried the lights beyond any spell.

Oh! My grace and gift
To you I preserve this indulgence
May it not be taken by time and space,
Thus, in this moment I shall want to take my presence to lift.

...to you

Of all the ladies I've ever met,
You, the one I won't forget.
Cross my heart and hope to die,
If what I said is a lie.
I will never in my life be blue,
Because my love for you is true.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to heaven and wait for you.
I would risk everything just to prove,
How strong my love is for you .